October 16th, Monday, 2006
615PM
RELATIONSHIPS ARE ALOT OF WORK!!
I wrote out a 3 page letter tonight to a very
special person that I had in my life up until just
over a year ago. I explained why I behaved the
way I did, how sorry I was and hoping that at
least the energy from my apology being directed
“at” the person I wronged, or at least hurt and
was irresponsible with, would somehow help both of
us. Mainly the other person.....It was hard and
at the end, I cried.
Life is full of happy and not so happy times.
The important part is to be resilient and clean up
your s***!!
That’s what I’m trying to do.
Now, I have to pull myself together and try to get
to dinner.
I just had an idea that I will be putting my
entries into the blogger.com account as drafts, so
I can have all this in by the time I get back
home. The time would be well spent, even though
I’m on vacation....it’s a bit of work showing it,
but not regular work....right? I guess for
now....I will think this way.
Bye for now.
Todd
618pm
